It's been over two months and some friends have been asking how the transition from full time Engineer to full time Mom is going.
I wish I could have waved a magic wand and transformed into a dreamy calm, collected, organized, clean, and insightful house wife. It seems dropping the high power job did nothing to make doing the laundry more inviting.
I'm over 30 and still have a lot of growing up to do. Sometimes I still have trouble repressing my ANGER when Kaio gets super demanding or uncooperative. I still have trouble keeping the house CLEAN and fitting all the TO-DO's into the the day. I still have DOUBTS about my ability as a mom to provide everything my kids need to thrive.
But, in general, I think things have been going pretty great. I can't explain how much I love playing with the kids all day. Here, I'll show you:
Put a little head on my shoulder and hug me so tight.
Little hands on my back or face are the best.
They stuff veggies in their mouths and smile back at me, "look I'm eating salad!"
I wouldn't trade this time with them for anything and feel so privileged to have the opportunity to focus on them completely.